Today is a sunny day, in this morning, i wrote this blog with my inner feeling.
Now, is week 13 that mean this semesters will end soon.
In this semester, i had a great experience for example know to do draw with marker, how to improve the presentation skill, and even realize whatever you think is hard to handle by your right now, it just a process and this process will made you became stronger.
you may feel tire to all task which given by lecture or tutor but it just a process.
There is my marker drawing, maybe is not the perfect one at least i try my best.
This song, HERO form Mariah Carey had touch my inner heart.
It cheer me up, It imply that every one had a hero in his or her inner soul.
This semester will be end soon, everything which happened in this semester will also going and even forget by others.
I know this song when i watch the singing competition program. The first time, this song even touch my heart is not from a singing competition show,but is from a article which wrote in a novel that i had read in the past. Although i had read the novel for long time ago, i even forgot the name of the novel, it still impress my until now. In that novel, a brother cheer up his younger brother with this song. Is also touch my inner heart and now it became a song may cheer me up when i feel i had lose all my energy.
At least, i wanna emphasis that in every single person, there is a hero in your heart. Be strong, be brave like a hero, you can do everything you want because you are a hero.....
cheer
..there is hero lies in you ..
reference:
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hero mariah carey
official mv. (2012, november 11). Retrieved from you tube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ExNx4m4OXbE
Mariah Carey -
hero. (n.d.). Retrieved from http://mojim.com/:
http://mojim.com/cny100379x17x13.htm
sometime, i will think about the question which always be a question mark in my mind.
WHO I AM
Have you have the experience like me?
sometime, i will wonder who am i right now? Am i get lost in this Utar maze?
Maybe you may wonder why i said like that, but it actually what I felt through in my university life. At previous, which i am not a utarian yet, i feel excited can become a part of a utar's member.I really look forward to my university life although i will not longer live with my lovely family member. But the thing had coming with a different way. I felt i get lost, i had lost my passion, lost my kind. I start to doubt myself is it really me? It is the inner spirit which belong to me? I heard someone told me, university is like a social life, is it true? For me, i had trust that university life is very wonderful, you may meet someone which can cheer you up, you may made friend with others and you may feel the feeling of love and caring from lecture, tutor or even friend. In real, maybe not.World is reality, is not always talk about and care about others. sometime, you may get hurt by someone, but you still need to pretend there is not any bad feeling and even effect to you. I thing this is very uncomfortable. you can show the real. What are you thinking about, what are you care about. Because the more you show, the weak you are.
someone told me, it is a process in every human life. Don't too care about this, just do whatever you want to do but which will not go against your humanity. Until now, i still can't accept this concept and the process which had judge as a process foe all the human begin.
Sometime, I look happy, but in real may not. Until now, i found and realize, i had lost my smile and even getting less and less to made a smile which come from my inner heart. Have you same with me?
Today, i come out with a solution. Since the world is reality, i just do and be what i what to be is already enough. In this world have many different person which with different characteristic and personality. They might not made all the others person prefer him or her, but they can choice the way to present themselves.
A human life's road is too difficult to walk without any obstruct.
At least i try to convince myself i can overcome it.
Sometime, you may feel lost in your life. Let handle it in a easy way, don't think too much just be brave do what you want to do.
Now, I promise that ones day i will find back who am i and a smile which come from my inner heart.
If I ask, who care, who care about you ? what is your answer? who will appear in you mind?
your friends?
your family?
or......
nobody?
can i change the way to ask the same question? who you care the most? what you care about them? is it what they saying? is it what they doing? or even what they care about?
sometime, be a human is quite tier, because we always care about others. Care about what are their view, what are they talk, and How are they judge.
In this world, is it got someone who totally does't care about others and even their family? If got, then what they care about?
Are you a person who consider quite easy to get influence by others? What are you care about?
Someone who always too care about others feeling and view is a pitiful person. They always think about others before they make a decision and even action. This attitude can't be judge as a bad attitude or a good attitude, it is neutral. Although, someone who always care about others we always call they or judge them as a considerate person, they also need our caring and attention.
Don't too care about what other talk about about . Sometime it just a view from he or she perspective but not all the others also think in a same way. This is not represent that you can totally ignore what others comment about, it just suggest that you can make a decision or filter by yourself to judge that whether you should listen the comment or don't too care about the comment given by others.
In my opinion, we should filter the comment, don't just blindly follow what others said. This will cause you lost yourself and even stay a moody mood. Don't too care about the comment, we should have a chance to choose. If you think the comment is trust, you can make a change, became better, so why not to accept the comment.
Difference person got different view. This theory is same as there no have a any single person in this world is completely same appearance with others even a twins. Don't too care about others comment, you are given a chance to prove it and change it if you think the person is wrong.
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Roberts, A. (2014).
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https://www.pinterest.com/pin/166351779960811371/
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Actually, i have no idea what i should write about, then i just open the blog and keep think, think and think. After that, i log in my facebook, and just have a look, suddenly, i saw a post, which talk about a man in 48 year old which came from china and he is a disabled person. From the post, it mention that, the origin of the man is not a handicapped. when he was small, he live in a very happy family. He is the smaller child in his family, so his family member always take care on him and given him all the best thing. Besides, his parent is a very hard working person. Unfortunate, when his was 7 years old, he had hit by a high voltage, and cause him lost his both hand forever. His never ever think that he should up on his life. Since his lost his both hand, his try out every way to make himself can live life a normal person and take care himself. After that, his success, his can cook by himself and even take care his mother which is already 88 years old and she is facing some physical problem due to old age.
When i read this post, i feel shameful for though which are not a disabled person. Someone, they even rob someone with a reason poor, and some sound logical reason. Besides, i also feel shameful for teenager nowadays included myself. we always complaint that the task which assign by other or be a human is quite a difficult thing. we always complaint that we feel stress and hard to do something due to some own reason.
I had feel shameful. I look into myself, i think, i can do better since i am not a handicapped. I MUST try my best even though i had meet a failure. This post had inspire me a lot, i should learn from the man.. As i had said on top, the fellow, and never give up due to some own thinking like think that he can be live due to lost of his both hand. So we should not limit ourselves we should trust that we have an unlimited power and brave enough to bit the problem and struggle with it.
At the last but not lest, remind that we should be thankful about what had be arrange by god and try ours best to overcame it.
Thank god had bless us all the time,
Thanks god had made us be a health person...
Trust yourself don;t limit yourself, your capability had over what you think.
PS : Here is the post that i saw. Apologize that the original post is wrote in mandarin.You can have a look at the picture, which show how the fellow going through his daily life by his feet, chin, and mouth
Heart is the most functional organ in our body. Besides, heart it decide whatever included a life of a person. A person can still breath, doing whatever what they like, can still caring and love what person they care, all is depend on the heart.
Person often use "heart" to decide and conclude everything.
Heart, is not just a main functional organ in our body, it also play an important role for our felling. For example:
Person often said, some of the person they without heart. What that is mean?? According what had i said on top, a person can't be alive while he/ she heat is stop function. Than, what is the purpose they said someone live without heart? This is due to the reason because heat the our controlling system for a human, and it can make us feel ours inner feeling. A person without heart, they are still alive in appearance, but their soul death. They do whatever they like to do,and ignore others feeling.
Are you realize that, what the most powerful picture that using to represent LOVE = HEART SHAPE. This already reveal the message that, Heart, is the most inner feeling for all the human feeling. How does you judge you love someone? It also talk about heart, a heart feeling. I remember that, i had ask someone, how you get knowing you are fall in love with someone. The answer is very abstract. The person said, "en, it just a feeling, i can't describe it to you, you may feel yourself. Maybe, when you are care about someone, you want share your happiness but not sadness for the particular person, you feel relax and comfortable with someone, and the most important is you can reveal your real and inner thinking in front the person. I judge that maybe, this is LOVE. LOVE, it can be describe, because it is a feeling, that reveal from our heart, you may feel yourself.
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Besides LOVE, LOVE also can represent PASSION. Passion, also talking a feeling of a person. How mush he or she like their job. Passion it can be reduce due to stress. As a design student, passion is the most important thong for us. Without passion, you may feel boring and even disgust what you are assign to do. Sometime, passion will be reduce due to a lacking confident.
As a example, i am a graphic design student, before i start my degree in UTAR, i felt if my present support me to continue my degree as a designer, i will really thanks and really appreciate it, because it is my dream, i want to became a top designer to using a printer product to convince my customer. Unfortunate, the situation came with a different way, when i study in UTAR, i felt i had loose my passion, i just keep rush through those assignment which assign by lecture. Until one day, my boyfriend, he keep thanks for me that i had given a comment on his artwork and remind him should be patience and complete the artwork by using his heat. In fact, i get shock, i ever never realize that, what had i said had inspire him a lot. I think this particular word not just only touch his heart, at the same time already touch my heart and keep in my mind that don't be worry too much what will face even failure, it just a process and the process will made you mature and success in future.
Ya, just keep in mind that doing thing follow you heart, your heat will direct you on the right way.
Doing whatever which follow your heart , you will never get your soul lose and you may proud what you are doing now.
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Every time i look at my cousin i feel joyful and cutie.......
Is it really nice to be a child.
Child, they look everything simple. They won't thing too much.This is what i really wanted. As we grew up, everything is became harder and harder. Why? Why can the thing just going simple. If the thing can't going simple, then why we can't became simple.
As a adult, you may think everything and consider something before you really take an action to do it. As a result, we may loose something or miss something that may belong to us. For an example, when you was study in lower 6 or even form 5, you may feel nervous because you are no ideal what you courses you want to study in and continue. If you found that you pleasure to be a designer, will you discuss with your family member since most of the human is think that art is just a hobby can't be a career. If you no brave enough to consult or discuss with your family member you may lost something that may make you different from other,.Maybe you lost your talent, lost your happiness forever. Please remind that when we was a child we will just saying out everything that follow by you heart. Will you still follow what you heart call you to do?
Child, they are no scare about what they said or what they do.
Be a adult, sometime we are care about what other people think and view. This cause we may loose our personality and miss some opportunity to improve ourselves. As a simple example, most of the time we will feel nervous when we are calling by lecture or teacher to answer something . Why? because we scare answer it wrongly? or because we are worried about the language we used? For a child they just said out what they think. They will not care about whether the answer or language they used is wrong or right. Actually, this kind of attitude is a good attitude. As a result, why people always said a child can learn something even faster than a adult. Learning is a process, the more mistake they meet, the faster way they learn.
Learning is make from mistake.
Can we just act like a child, behave like a child?
Can we do thing that follow the heat?
Can we treat people with sincere?
You may think this is hard to be..
At least we try, try to found back who you are.
Don't let the those bad guy or even bad thing you meet to change you personality and dirty your heart.
Every person has a pure heart,
Trust yourself, you has a pure heart before, if you lost it, please find it back.
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Yesterday, i watched the movie which just publish on 2015
July 31 - MISSION IMPOSSIBLE.
Maidy, A. (2015, march 6). GO ROGUE WITH SIX NEW CHARACTER
POSTERS FOR MISSION: IMPOSSIBLE ROGUE NATION. Retrieved from joblo:
http://www.joblo.com/movie-news/go-rogue-with-six-new-character-posters-for-mission-impossible-rogue-nation-317
Here is some movie info:
With the IMF disbanded, and Ethan (Tom Cruise) out in the
cold, the team now faces off against a network of highly skilled special
agents, the Syndicate. These highly trained operatives are hellbent on creating
a new world order through an escalating series of terrorist attacks. Ethan
gathers his team and joins forces with disavowed British agent Ilsa Faust
(Rebecca Ferguson), who may or may not be a member of this rogue nation, as the
group faces their most impossible mission yet.
(MISSION: IMPOSSIBLE ROGUE NATION . (2015, july 31).
Retrieved from rottentomatoes:
http://www.rottentomatoes.com/m/mission_impossible_rogue_nation/)
Trailers, M. (2015, Jun 22). Retrieved from youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nmC6rZyByzk
The movie is started with a music that usually use in a
scene that related with spy. The opening music is fabulous. It make me feel
excited. The movie is presenting in a funny way. During the mission conducted ,
they are pay full of the patience and never give up easily.
In a real life, there is some mission that prepared and arranged by God, and let us to challenge
it. what kind of challenge will make you feel afraid? Are you having the brave
and courage to overcome it? I remember that, there is a scene in the movie is talking
about the Ethan and his friend Benji is plain to steal some document which
belong to a Syndicate. The syndicate had the most advances technology to
differential weather the people is belong to this organization or not. The
advance technology had made their mission even became more difficult and
challenge. To prevent their identity to be recognized by the differentiation
system, Ethan has to exchange the identity information. The information is
placed in big container that with a high water pressure. That is mean, Ethan
must struggle with high water pressure,
by the way he can not breath under the water at least 3 minute or even longer.
Ethan feel, that is impossible for him under to water and without breath at
least 3 minute. His friend Benji said to him, he can do it and he must do it
because this just a only way to make sure their identity can be recognize. They
complete the mission and obtain the document which classified as a highly
secret document for that organization.
It same with what we are facing in our life every. Sometime
we just limit our self or pretend ourselves we can overcome the problem. After
watching this movie, i think we should keep motivate ourselves and believe that
the potential as a human being is unlimited.Never try never know.
what are you think?
Have you even try to make a change?
If yes, how much of effort you contribute?
Although nothing can change within a second or in a short
time, at lest we try.
Don't think about failure, just convey yourself you can do
it .
You will never regret if you have try to complete the
mission that you think that you can't complete it.
21 st December 2012 was predicted by Mayan was the end of the wold.
What was your felt when you heard about the prediction in that time?? Afraid ?Expectation? Trust ? or even doubt? For me was expectation, highly expectation.
During that time, some of the movie already publish for example 2012. The movie was using the prediction of the Mayan to predict the incident maybe happen if the world will be end at 21st December 2012. The visual technique was fantastic. As a audience we also can feel what feeling the actor or actress felt. When the movie was publish, a lot of person were going to the cinema to have a look. What kind of the feeling they felt when they were watching the movie. Afraid? Fantastic? or same with me expectation?
UK, S. P. (n.d.).
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In true, i am not watching this movie "2012" but i still can felt what the audience felt during they are watching the movie. Although i had not watching the movie, I had follow the news through facebook, newspaper or even some comment from other people. In my perception I suggest that the time for the world to end should be started like this way........
The sky was gradually become darker and darker, the surrounding of me is become dark like we go inside a room during the night time and without switch on the light. Follow to this the temperature should be lower and lower like we travel in some four season country during the winter time or even cooler than that. The mountain start to frozen, the sky start to come down some snow like winter season. In my imagination, if the world will be end during 21 st December, all human begin change his or her life. There is a new era or even new world for us, no sorrow, no separation unlike the scene that show in the movie.This is why I felt pleasure and highly expect the day come true.
In the real, on the 21 st December 2012, I stand on balcony, and waiting the sky become darker and darker. Until now I sill remember, the sky had become darker and darker, I felt excited and keep waiting, but it just came with windy and start to rain in the end.
The world was not end at 21 st December 2012, the sun is still rise up day by day. Anyway, although the world was not to be end, the scene which I imagine will not be happened , is okay. Maybe I should be grateful about this situation, because I can't imagine if the world end and it happened which same with what we seen in the movie, how am I regret.
What are you think about the 2012 prediction?
Afraid? Expectation?
Have you even imagine what will be happen if the Mayan prediction come trust?
As a traditional explanation, fate actually is talking about something or even some person you sure will meet up in ones day in your future, but you just can't confirm the date.It is the fate can control everything? In certain condition, it could be yes. For me is not everything.
In love, the people always said that, you will meet your soul man in future, don't be upset or feeling bad if you still single. In a condition, if the man who is really arranged by god, and meet up with you on one day, can you make sure that you will be couple with the man? If she or he did't take an action to make friend with her or his soul man will they have any connection? In a logical thinking way, the possible answer will be no, maybe they will just a strange in your life.So why people always said it is fate?
In study, as a student, we have the responsibility to take care about our own schoolwork and studies. If we know our fate than simple do whatever we like to do, will ours future be same as the fate that we knew before? In another perspective, a student, he or she is poor in study, normally others people will predict that their future is darkness. If the student, he or she just believe the prediction blindly and the end the prediction it become trust it is a fate also? Actually it is a chance for you to make a change before the end. As a example,in the same condition, but different in attitude, is it also end with the same ? I can shock out the answer must be no! Due to the different attitude, and the person and a determination to fight with the fate.If the student, did't believe the fate blindly, and try to make a change i sure he or his may be success in the future.
Until now, are you still believe about the F A T E?
For every FATE, there are some action to support it and cause the fate become trust.
Are you still believe youFATE?
Actually, that is a chance for for to change you fate.
In this moment, i brain is surrounding by a sound of a song. The name of the song is call "IF"..
As the word that musician use in this beginning of song to show the helpless and hopeless.
" IF " is a special world that created by someone, and it can bring out a special meaning,but normally if a person who are using " IF" in their sentence or phases, is use to suggest the hopeless about something was happen.
Have you using the " IF " in what had happen especially when something happen in the way that you didn't prefer. For student, they will said " IF a know the exam question, i will came out will a outstanding result and made my family feel honor. For a worker, they will think that "IF today is a holiday it is a wonderful day". if the " IF " word is using in a relationship there are showing a regret and disappointed. For instance, a male always think, " IF there still got a chance , i will appreciate the relationship between he and his girl friend or even wife".In another way, the man will also often using the word " IF " to be a excuse to explain what had he done in a wrong way.
For someone, the word " IF " is full of motivation and help he or she to keep fighting for he or his life. " IF you pay more , you will earn more" this type of the slogan already inspire a person who are still chasing he or she life. "IF you be brave , you may get a chance to success in the war of straggle between you and the disease". The word "IF " already given a hope for patience to be brave and fight against the disease.
The word " IF " is just a prediction or even just a think that appear in our mind. However, and no matter what are you think ,and how do you placing "IF" in your thinking way, you will get nothing if you just doing nothing. In a conclusion I suggest that if you want something, you must do something.
Are you still thinking in a way that full of the "IF" ?
You can change it , if you willing to do it.
so, please stop thinking in a way that full of "IF" , just let do it.
What is attitude mean?? Attitude is mean the way you doing some thing and even the way you thinking something. Attitude is quite important not only for a worker but also student. As a student i know sometime we can't ensure all the thing can under control as we want. For example, we can't promise that we can do all the assignment or exercise perfectly. But, we can done it with full of effort.
I still can remember, as i in year 1 semester 2, i feel upset and almost the time. This is because i feel i am very pitiful, why i keep try to do my best and show my best but keep getting nothing. After that, i even start to blame myself and keep complaint with variety excuse. Until the last week of my semester, and i am preparing a drawing poster assignment. i try to motivate myself and keep trying my best. i told myself this is time to change, please, change your attitude. when i keep trying and searching different drawing technique. Finally, someone see my effort and start to cheer me up and support me, i feel very happy and touch. The most pleasure thing is not because someone praise me, but is my effort had been rewarded and agreed by someone. From this moment, i keep said to myself i must make a change.Change in my thinking way and change my attitude.
Are you still suspicion on your talent ? Are you still suspicion on your effort? Don't worry, it just a time problem. we must try to keep motivate ourselves. When you feel tire, take a short break. After a break, remember your future still control by yourself. CHANGE your attitude and STOP complaint.
what is life? Have you hear about this question before?? is yes, then what are u reply?
lets talk about the life. what is life?? Are you life as your dream life? For someone, life is very simple. life is just a process in human being, and it keep repeated everyday. For example, a day is just gone by started with wake-up in an early morning, eat breakfast, prepare to school or working, back to home, take a short break and finally end with sleep. Are u life as this way?? Is very simple, but meaningless.
Besides, someone is different. someone life is just chasing the high salary or high post, so their life is just all about the company, customer, company annual report or even meeting.if you live in this way, your life is substantial, but you may neglect your family, so this is also a meaningless lifestyle.
other that this, a way that most of us is life in. Is a student life. if you are a student, you may busy for your presentation, assignment, and some time you may even arrange out some free time for social life. Are you think that this kind of life is meaningless also?? you are WRONG. Although as a study is very busy but most of the time they study what they really like. besides, most of the time, a student is more passion compare to who stay at a same field for many year and keep repeated the same thing they do it every day. this is because they are just preparing for their future life. Due to this reason, as a student, their life is meaningful compare to others.
Is not be deny that, some of the student may not have any interest about what the course they study. Read until here you may argue that seem the student who are not study is their interest subject or courses, so they may not have any passion in what they are doing and judge that their life also meaningless. it just a question mark. Because most of the time,when they are graduated they will decide to continue keep work in a filed that related with the subject.why????? you may curious that why just continue work with related filed. Actually, life target is a good explain about this kind of situation.
As my view, i would said the life target is a force which can push us to success in future and did't feel boring about our job or work. life target is everything, if you success and rich, but you may no have life target i would like to said that you just rich in appearance, but poor and nothing in you heart. lets live with target......
The fighting mood keep turn on. This semester I have take 6 subject as my major and most of the subject is in practical work. Which is include CCD, Drawing, typography and creative thinking. During this week, all of the assignment keep in the process. CCD assignment is the project that impress me the most. At the previously, I just though that the assignment is just ask some logo design from us, but is not. I get shock, when i knew that the assignment is not only asking some logo design but in the true is to call us the prepare and plain how to design the product and everything for ours own "company". This make the assignment more interesting. I felt very excited, through this project I have a chance to imagine that i am really have my own company and I am the person who can in charge and decide everything included the concept that may use for our product. Now, I am the person who most powerful. I decide to use the concept of geometrical in my design. I really enjoy. Since i started my university life in UTAR, i felt a lot of pressure and stress. Everyday just keep rushed through all the assignment that had assign by lecture and tutor. I had doubt myself before, this kind of life is it your choice? Are u felt regret? Is undeniable, my passion lose when facing the stress and problem during my chasing my dream. Until now i just realize that all the road in our life is difficult, nothing came with such easy. Thanks, through this assignment ,I think I have retrieve the passion I had lose. That is true, as a human we can't just keep looking for a higher post or high salary. we should be responsible for our own life. In this world, how many people are still chasing their dream life? Are you ? I had inspired by a sentence" are you feel tire in the journey in your life when you are chasing for your target or dream? if you felt that, you had made a right decision."-from a motivation book name that < life is not just care about how fast you reach your target, the most important is your right target>
Since, the new semester was start, our work load also increase. I had keep complaint and scare i cant handle the thing and assignment. But i will keep trying because all the thing can make perfect through practice.
This week is the first week of the new semester, I already can feel the pressure. In seriously, this semester is quite different from last 2 semester. First week of the new semester, I already receive different task according different subject.
For this semester, the subject which most tend to design is CCD. I feel nervous to design ow logo and thing, because I feel blank and no any ideal in my brain. Due to this reason, I went to library to lend some book as my reference. When my go through all this book, I suddenly felt that, design a logo is not such difficult as my think. I learn from the book, and learn the experience that shared by the senior and designer. I have feel interesting and satisfied when I had design some unique logo.
Besides, the most interesting and make me feel sock is a subject that call history of art. What will came in your mind when you heard the word HISTORY? Sure feel boring and keep remember the time and name. I felt that too. The situation have change and get shock. I never ever know how the art history can be so funny and interesting. The first artwork had I recognised was "the birth of the Venus".During the class, tutor was called someone to describe what they had seen through the artwork before we go detail about the story behind the work. This is out of my expectation. I hope that I can learn more about the story behind the artwork to increase my knowledge before I become a professional graphic design. Fighting ..
This week, my new semester is start. UTAR move from pj to sg long. This is a big changes. Although, the new campus is more bigger and good in facility compare to pj campus, it may have many problem too. The car park and also the printing are the big problem for GD student. Beside, the lift is always full of people = =.
This new semester is so challenge for me, and i promise myself i will work hard and play hard. I have motivated by a book that name "the most important thing in human life is not talk a bout how fast you reach your target, but is talking about the direction that you are chasing in your life. I feel thankful i read the book that full of inspirational ideal. i will keep motivate myself and keep move on. The well said, the human life is not just talk about the speed also the direction.
